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Thursday, June 24, 2004

24 06 04--family day

backache.shoulderache.wristache.ankleache.
BASICALLY-everywhere aches.

BIG time.

yesterday nite.in order to wake up for the 2.30 game.joe and i slept downstairs.i was on the long couch.but it was not long enough for me.so i was totally scrunched up.

icks.

well.woke up at 1.30.my bro was still awake.decided nt to watch anymore.went back to my nice and comfy bed.

couldn't sleep. at all.
sigh.

i was just feeling so lost.so lonely.
i felt like crying.
but nothing came out.
felt like screaming.
the words just stuck in my throat.
it was like this badd mix of anger,frustration and sadness.
stir in a lil bit of pain.

finally fell asleep at ard 5.

woke up aching all over.my mum's friends came over.we went out as a family.cept for mumie and babie elyssa.
went bowling.

it was totally screwed.
fun but screwed.
i won the first game with a pathetic score of seventy-smthg.i was second last in the second game with an even more pathetic score of forty-three.
bleahs.

and in the process i somehow banged my thumb.was messaging jon throughout the game.then suddenly had to msg with one thumb.
so wierd.
luckily its not so sore anymore.

bleahs.
still real bored.

angel darling-
its okaee.take your time yeahh.
takkaire.
lurve ya loads.
mwaa+

; rachh
1:10 PM